Hello World!



Yeah... trying to be good about actually writing in this thing is terrible. I keep forgetting to actually blog. Though to my credit I have started a vlog. I have been pretty constant with it too despite a missed week or two due to life shenanigans.

Things going on in my life... hmmm...

Well, I am in an awesome, serious, and healthy relationship with a guy that resembles a viking. That's pretty cool.
Modeling a lot more which means more money for me and more traveling.
I'm in my senior year at Georgia State, which is also pretty awesome. Hopefully I'll be done by this Fall. :)

So all in all just a couple new things. I'll try to start doing this too again. Maybe... o.O

Exhaustion, Odd Dreams and Talks About The Black Death.

I am sitting here in my Ancient History class, nursing a cup of coffee, trying to wake up enough to care about The Plague.

It's not that I don't care, it's just from odd dreams and nerves being fried these last two weeks of this semester I am just not in the mindset to conjure up the emotion needed to mourn for these people. I just need to ingest more caffeine and I will be less of a monster. Though this history professor teaches with comedy, such as Monty Python clips. Bless him.

Odd dreams. More like normal dreams that freak me out.

First off, every girl will occasionally have a pregnancy dream. It happens. Some girls wake up happy and cuddle with their significant other and day dream about what could be.

Then you have girls like me, who wake up in a cold sweat and check their calendar and start counting the days of their cycle. I was so weirded out I was apparently grinding my teeth.

Don't get me wrong, I want to be be a mother one day... one day... Not today.  Not anytime soon.

It scares me to think of it actually. I am so close to finishing school but it's still a year off. I'm single and not anywhere close to a relationship that could mean children. I am happy that I am just able to take care of myself financially. This is the worst time in the world for that to happen.

So a pregnancy dream makes more than a little paranoid. I think it's just my body reminding me I am in my child bearing years. Though it currently can kiss my ass. Just sayin'...

My goal, two weeks from today, is to leave my last final and to run off into a local park and just forget the world for a few hours. Though this semester isn't as bad as last semester it has been a bit of a trial. I am looking forward to that first hour after classes are over. It's one of the best feelings in the world to realize everything is done and there is nothing else you have to do.

Meh.

I have survived the jungle! 'Cause I'm a Tiger! Woo-POW! Bitches!

Now I have, "Eye of the Tiger." Stuck in my head. o.O

I have a thing for tigers, don't judge me. It's why my stage name for burlesque is Tora Torrid. Tora means tiger. Also, makes me laugh when people chant Tora. :D

So I have finished my two advanced Japanese course I was taking over the Summer. I am only a first year Japanese student, but the chance was presented to me to actually attend these third year courses and get a leg up in my schooling.

So I jumped on that grenade like it was a piece of candy.

So through much stress, studying and sleepless nights- I actually passed both classes. Kicked my ass, but I survived and now only need one more third year level class to get my minor in Japanese.

Now to focus on the Burlesque show this Friday. I am bathing in the blood of virgins on stage as Countess Bathory. Good times. o.O

And I Won!

Now it's time for something completely different... Like wrestling for extra cash. For realsy. O.o

Just something to ponder...

You never know what you have till it's gone. Such as AC in your apartment...

Which ends with me loitering in a local coffee shop and sucking up their sweet, sweet AC.

God Bless America!

I am so random.

So I work once a week at 'The Boiler Room.'- A Costuming, antiques,props, make up and random stuff store. Mostly I work there because one- it's awesome. Two- Penny Dreadful, a group I'm a part of runs it. I can't always participate in things happening with the group, so I figured volunteering myself every now and then to watch the store helps.

PS: That is the store cat Mr. President. He is adorable, but he is kind of evil.

I have been having trouble just sitting down and emptying my head here of late. Maybe once I am settled in my new apartment (three weeks and counting!!!)  and unpacked I will be able to write epic journal entries. Now I think they are just going to be as random and as scatter brained as my life at the moment. Forgive me. :P

Peace! :D

Soy Chai-licious.

Currently at Zen Tea in Chamblee Dunwoody, drowning my sorrows in a soy chai. I'm such a hippie.